I don't have much of a conscience

Ranting

I’m so fucking sick of people walking into my life and telling me they don’t want me to feel alone; soon after they just forget that i ever even existed. I put my trust in someone and they just run the other way. My ex’s best friend facebook im’d me and started talking to me. He told me he would be there for me and he was happy i was talking to him. He told me things about himself and i shared things about me. I thought I had a good friend, one who didn’t think i was crazy for what I’ve been through and how i feel somedays. Yeah, I was wrong. After only four days of starting a friendship he decided to tell me he likes me, I didn’t know what to do when he asked how i felt in return.  I could never date my ex’s best friend for one and two he’s in the army to be deployed in 2 months. He got mad at me because he didn’t like my answer and now he barely talks to me. I lost another person in my life. I feel stupid. It may not seem significant but I don’t have many people in my life and when someone comes into it i get excited just to be let down. 

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